EMILIA,

What am I supposed to do
I can't believe it's really you
Cause it's been so long
Ever since you went away
I thought that all my feelings changed
But I guess that I was wrong
And all the memories
That I left behind
In a moment they're all back in my mind

So turn around
Don't wanna let you see me cry
Don't know how
We ever could have said goodbye
Never thought I'd feel this way
Wish I knew the words to say
So turn around
I didn't know you're still inside
Now I found
All the reasons why
Never should have let you go
Wish I didn't have to know

Is it just the way you're looking at me
That's making me think I need
You to still be in my heart
Cause I remember that it had to end
But now I forget why we said 
That we have to be apart
But we can't go back to what we had
But how can I go on

Cause looking into your eyes
I find to my surprise
The feelings always been there inside
So how did we let it end
And how can I just pretend
That I don't know you
Could have been there all along

" I used to follow you, never really cared where we would go 
Fast or slow to anywhere at all "..

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you

Trying hard not to hear 
But they talk so loud 
Their piercing sounds fill my ears 
Try to fill me with doubt 
Yet I know that the goal 
Is to keep me from falling 

But nothing’s greater 
Than the rush that comes with your embrace 
And in this world of loneliness 
I see your face 
Yet everyone around me 
Thinks that I’m going crazy, baby, baby

nej, nu måste jag verkligen gå till bussen. Tjarå

But every now and then, my heart gives in
To the hope that someday you'll change
Then alone I'll wake, to my own mistakes
That it's just a foolish game

I don’t think I want this anymore
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself: ‘You’ve left before’
This time you will stay gone, that’s for sure

And he shattered something else
She dragged her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far.

Normally this would be the time 
that she would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

No happily never after,
that just ain’t for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I’ll never let another teardrop fall.

As she drove away she starts to smile,
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.

She inhales an air she'd never breathed before... 
The air of no drama no more

aj.

The clock is ticking 
And I'll be giving my two weeks 
Pick your favorite shade of black 
You'd best prepare a speech 
Say something funny 
Say something sweet 
But don't say that you loved me 

Det är jobbigt.. För att kunna se det som är så bra, behöver man se allt det som är så hemskt. 
Det är jobbigt att det krävs så mycket mer för att människor ska kunna se det som ligger bakom
 och inte bara allt det ytliga.
Som tex. en text, är så mycket mer än de orden du ser. 
Och bakom allt som är så hemskt finns det något så bra, synd
att det är så ytligt. Bakom detta hårda, oberörda, glada, underbara, spralliga så finns det någonstans -
men aldrig något du skulle få se förens den dagen du bevisade mig motsatsen.
Han sa att där fanns inget, han sa att va han såg va en meters tomrum mellan mig och världen 
och jag har tänkt på det varje dag och tycker
fortfarande inte det är rättvist. Kanske är där ett avstånd, men inget tomrum.
 Kanske finns där ett avstånd för en anledning, 
jag tycker det är bra att man har det, det finns ingen mening att ta ut något i förväg, eller? 

tanke..

Men du får ta den tid du behöver
För att förstå vad är det du vill
Du får be en bön att tiden 
Du behöver räcker till
Och du får samla dina tankar
Så att två själar kan få ro

If you think love is blind 
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines 
Surprised that I caught you out 
On every single time that you lied 
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry No not I, I won't cry 
No not me, not I, not I..