EMILIA,

I  was sitting on my doorstep, 
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand, 
But I knew I had to do it, 
And he wouldn't understand, 
So hard to see myself without him, 
I felt a piece of my heart break, 
But when you're standing at a cross road 
There's a choice you gotta make. 

I guess it's gonna have to hurt, 
I guess I'm gonna have to cry, 
And let go of some things I've loved, 
To get to the other side, 
I guess it's gonna break me down, 
Like falling when you're trying to fly, 
It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, 
starts with goodbye. 

I know there's a blue horizon, 
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me, 
Getting there means leaving things behind, 
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.