EMILIA,

Looks like I made a mess again
Heartbreak everywhere I step
This fire is getting hot again
But I touch the flame ‘cause I’m a curious cat
Creeping where I don’t belong
Finding out what I knew all along
Crying all alone
And it’s all my fault, all my fault

I’m getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it’s not so bad, just wait it out 
I think you’re feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn’t him
And that’s how I feel right now so just let me be

Bitter pill that I’ve swallowed
Just how low can my heart sink
 Fairy tales from so long ago
Save them for someone that’s not smart enough to know
I’m broken and sad so I’ll sit this one out