EMILIA,

nothin' could change what you mean to me

Den bästa dagen i mitt liv, va den dagen du hittade in i mitt liv -
ljuset i mitt liv, min glädje, min mening, mitt allt. 
Saknar dej så det gör ont. 

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

hmm..

Wrapped in all of the promises 
That no one seems to keep 

detta är min absoluta favorit låt ever med henne, I love. 

‘Cause I, I’m getting tired of believing 
I’m through pretending 
 I’m broken and sad so I’ll sit this one out 
I think you’re feeding me lies again 

Through it all, I made my mistakes. 
I stumble and fall, 
But I mean these words. 

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. 
These words are my heart and soul, 
I hold on to this moment you know. 
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go. 

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt. 
And pieces of memories fall to the ground. 
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go. 
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you. 

All the streets, where I walked alone, 
With nowhere to go. 
Have come to an end. 


Jag vet inte vad jag ska göra. 

And I will stand tall to get by 
No matter how hard I try to hide 
Could you see I've been brave 
Did you notice all my mistakes 
There were times I could feel you read my mind 

Did you know I take the time for you 
Did you know that I would see you through 
Did you know that I would play the part 
I know I made it clear right from the start 

...

I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as I can be
left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand

I know this love is passing time
passing through like liquid
I am drunk in my desire
but I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near
I believe

I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me

Her love wasn't a priority to you
you had other things on your mind
and now that it's much to little and too far too late
the busy signals all that's left behind
you're all alone

In the time it will take you to learn from your mistake
In the time it will take to dial the phone
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, 
she'll be gone, she's moved on
to someone who takes the time

 no one knows what they have until they don't
and by then it doesn't matter anymore
you're all alone

I’ve given too much of myself 
And now it’s driving me crazy 
I’m crying out for help
Sometimes I wish someone would 
Just come here and save me… 
Save me from myself 

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly 
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye 
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight 
And as the plane crashed down he thought 
Well isn't this nice 
And isn't it ironic... don't you think? 

So what's your evil attitude
When you got me spending my time pleasing you
Why must you keep me on the ground
Tell me tell me, why you wanna bring me down?
Is it too much to give a damn
When I'm giving you one hundred and ten
Don't blink cause I won't be around
Tell me tell me, why you wanna bring me down

Now your transmission is on the negative
You're on a losing streak
This information is getting ordinary and you're losing me
What's with your hostility when the lie's on me?
Well you're down to the last chance
So tell me so tell me uno dos tres cuatro

I don't think you ever gave damn
In fact I know it
I can't take it no more
Was it all just a waste of time
I don't wanna spend my whole life thinking bout it
Baby this is where I draw the line, I think I'm done

Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?

Min syster ringde innan, då bidde jag glader - hon lovade hon skulle komma hem snart! :)

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

5.4

I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong
Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry

Den låten säger mer än vad jag kan få fram just nu. Jag orkar inte bry mig, fattar inte varför jag gör det. 
Vill inte känna såhär, känns verkligen som en dålig jävla dröm. Men som sagt om någon undrar, så är allt perfekt, 
precis som det ska vara.. Vet inte hur ni någonsin ska förstå, när jag inte ens gör det själv.. Bara vill inte mer!

I don't want to be tough
And I don't wanna be proud
I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found
I'm not lost, I need to be loved, I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you
And I won't stop cause I believe that maybe yeah maybe

Maybe yeah maybe 
Maybe, maybe 
I should know better than to touch the fire twice 
but I'm thinking maybe, yeah, maybe you might,
Maybe, love maybe

Roll over baby, the time has come
to make a little bit more room
I've hung around you, it's getting tough
I think I'm gonna break down soon

I remember, crying in the park, it was getting dark
Suddenly I looked up
You were my sky
So go on and
Sleep darling
Why don't you pretend we were just a dream
It's cool baby
It doesn't matter anyway
I'm so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
It's such a shame
We just missed the train

Be quiet angel, don't make a sound
Save it for a rainy day
Oh can't you see me, I'm such a mess
trying hard to find my way

Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears
And so you fight to keep from pouring out
But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul
Do you think there's enough that you would drown?

If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one's left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still

I wish I could save you.
I wish I could hold you

Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears
And so you fight to keep from pouring out
But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul
Do you think there's enough that you would drown?

If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one's left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still

I wish I could save you.
I wish I could hold you.

Vet inte vad jag ska göra längre..

I  was sitting on my doorstep, 
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand, 
But I knew I had to do it, 
And he wouldn't understand, 
So hard to see myself without him, 
I felt a piece of my heart break, 
But when you're standing at a cross road 
There's a choice you gotta make. 

I guess it's gonna have to hurt, 
I guess I'm gonna have to cry, 
And let go of some things I've loved, 
To get to the other side, 
I guess it's gonna break me down, 
Like falling when you're trying to fly, 
It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, 
starts with goodbye. 

I know there's a blue horizon, 
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me, 
Getting there means leaving things behind, 
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.